I do know that I post here rarely.
A lot of my time is spent doing things just for survival. Making sure I sleep enough so I can function the following day; making sure I eat enough to not go hungry; making sure I am keeping myself warm enough on this side of the world; making sure I get my work done so I don't feel anxious about it. Normal things I think about on a daily basis however sometimes these things have to be sacrificed. I have to sacrifice a skype call to my boyfriend because the time difference means I would have to sacrifice sleep to talk to him. I have to sacrifice money in order to buy something to eat or sacrifice time in the morning to prepare myself a meal for the day without being late to work. I have to sacrifice my lunch breaks to make up for being late to work or sacrifice going home on time to make up for lost time. Right now I am craving a time where I don't have to worry too hard about these things. With my renewed work permit I have 2 more years to do what I came here to do however, I feel that my time here is coming to an end and I don't know how to feel about that. I recently celebrated our 3rd year anniversary with my boyfriend, of which most of that time has been spent far apart... On my birthday before I left on this grand journey, he gave me a pocket watch with an engraving that has deep meaning for both of us and it was the perfect gift because he knew then that it was only time that separated us. |
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